The First Shit of the New Year by perseus-stoned, literature
Literature
The First Shit of the New Year
"That lady had once wanted to be a model when she was little. She liked to prance around her room wearing dresses too frilly to be taken seriously and heels to tall for her feet to stand in for more than a few minutes. She practiced twirling in mirrors and for a little while stopped eating to 'retain her figure'. When she turned 16 the boy she liked called her fat and it sent her into a deep depression- she finally turned her life around and wound up as an airline stewardess."
Erika giggled in spite of herself, over Leonard's unwavering cynicism towards people.
"Do him now Leo."
"Failed body-builder; in high school he always thought he
Drugs Aren't Doing Their Job by perseus-stoned, literature
Literature
Drugs Aren't Doing Their Job
They give me pills to make me better.
I eat them with food, so they don't hurt my stomach as much.
They say they'll make me better and to drink with lots of water, so I won't get indigestion.
They say something is broken and needs mending.
Its not natural they tell me.
All I want to know is why I was born broken.
A Sea of Religions
He took a dive in water cool to touch. He inhaled the water and exhaled a bit of himself. He grew relaxed. Things didn't work out for him today, they never actually have. But as long as he has this place, as long as he has this dipping space for his mind, he could stand it. He remembers how he use to let the cold wind nip at his toes, the water was always warm then. He'd submerge them, close his eyes, and just let the warm water work. After awhile he'd remove his toes, to remind them someday they'd have to leave this water for good, someday they'd have to be cold forever, so they needed to learn to love the memories of war
Shattered two-by-fours litter my plane of existence
"Help!" I shout to no one who will hear it
Time passes slower now, but the past catches up at the same speed
Cold hard chants grace ears unwilling to deal with fervor outside their own
As the stomping hate of wars ages past vibrate through my tongue
Something else, pure of embodiment, flows out
White water from the tap
Gushing brooks untouched by sin
Yet more holy than both
I am bathed in cleansing and I am holy
Yes, I am Holy
It is an embittered existence devoid of purpose
For what purpose is there left
When the whales are saved?
And forests fire-proof?
Angels self-actualized
Holes dug that aren't whole by perseus-stoned, literature
Literature
Holes dug that aren't whole
The sun splayed on our limbs
and we laid bare-chested
Beneath a tyrannical sun
And a soft massage
of wind and a chill
that cut to the soul
We shared half-truths
and whole lies
And dug holes that aren't whole
And made whole holes that weren't
But most importantly
The truths that are, became
You confessed to me your pain
And I explained to you the gain
In friendship, life, and love
But you said the scars weren't worth it
Cut the scene
To two years later
With your lungs vomiting tar
Your skin a little more white
And your laugh a little more ready
To laugh at things past-you wouldn't find funny
I miss you and maybe you me
B
Standing, I stared in disbelief as the chilly air helped to smother the remains of yet another house. Looking back I remembered how the invisible hands of the fire plucked the glass windowpanes apart, piece-by-piece, so carefully, and with such great precision and force; it was like watching a surgeon work. I remembered how, pulled by a drawstring, the roof fell into itself, seemingly sealing off a stage. I remembered how the paint dribbled down the shuddering husk that was left of the now-defeated house; the whites and reds running and mixing together into a sickly pink. It was spectacular.
Sirens in the background shook me from my theatric
Standing, I stared in disbelief as the chilly air helped to smother the remains of yet another house. Looking back I remembered how the invisible hands of the fire plucked the glass windowpanes apart, piece-by-piece, so carefully, and with such great precision and force; it was like watching a surgeon work. I remembered how, pulled by a drawstring, the roof fell into itself, seemingly sealing off a stage. I remembered how the paint dribbled down the shuddering husk that was left of the now-defeated house; the whites and reds running and mixing together into a sickly pink. It was spectacular.
Sirens in the background shook me from my theatric
Holes dug that aren't whole by perseus-stoned, literature
Literature
Holes dug that aren't whole
The sun splayed on our limbs
and we laid bare-chested
Beneath a tyrannical sun
And a soft massage
of wind and a chill
that cut to the soul
We shared half-truths
and whole lies
And dug holes that aren't whole
And made whole holes that weren't
But most importantly
The truths that are, became
You confessed to me your pain
And I explained to you the gain
In friendship, life, and love
But you said the scars weren't worth it
Cut the scene
To two years later
With your lungs vomiting tar
Your skin a little more white
And your laugh a little more ready
To laugh at things past-you wouldn't find funny
I miss you and maybe you me
B
Shattered two-by-fours litter my plane of existence
"Help!" I shout to no one who will hear it
Time passes slower now, but the past catches up at the same speed
Cold hard chants grace ears unwilling to deal with fervor outside their own
As the stomping hate of wars ages past vibrate through my tongue
Something else, pure of embodiment, flows out
White water from the tap
Gushing brooks untouched by sin
Yet more holy than both
I am bathed in cleansing and I am holy
Yes, I am Holy
It is an embittered existence devoid of purpose
For what purpose is there left
When the whales are saved?
And forests fire-proof?
Angels self-actualized
A Sea of Religions
He took a dive in water cool to touch. He inhaled the water and exhaled a bit of himself. He grew relaxed. Things didn't work out for him today, they never actually have. But as long as he has this place, as long as he has this dipping space for his mind, he could stand it. He remembers how he use to let the cold wind nip at his toes, the water was always warm then. He'd submerge them, close his eyes, and just let the warm water work. After awhile he'd remove his toes, to remind them someday they'd have to leave this water for good, someday they'd have to be cold forever, so they needed to learn to love the memories of war
Drugs Aren't Doing Their Job by perseus-stoned, literature
Literature
Drugs Aren't Doing Their Job
They give me pills to make me better.
I eat them with food, so they don't hurt my stomach as much.
They say they'll make me better and to drink with lots of water, so I won't get indigestion.
They say something is broken and needs mending.
Its not natural they tell me.
All I want to know is why I was born broken.
The First Shit of the New Year by perseus-stoned, literature
Literature
The First Shit of the New Year
"That lady had once wanted to be a model when she was little. She liked to prance around her room wearing dresses too frilly to be taken seriously and heels to tall for her feet to stand in for more than a few minutes. She practiced twirling in mirrors and for a little while stopped eating to 'retain her figure'. When she turned 16 the boy she liked called her fat and it sent her into a deep depression- she finally turned her life around and wound up as an airline stewardess."
Erika giggled in spite of herself, over Leonard's unwavering cynicism towards people.
"Do him now Leo."
"Failed body-builder; in high school he always thought he
Picture this: his arms around me. Us panting.
Imagine: the stale taste of champagne in the back of my throat. The moon outside the window. The smell of cheap cologne. His hair on my face. His breath on my neck.
I don't know why I agreed. Maybe so he will never forget me. What I mean to say is: there is no love in his eyes. So, why agree? If there's no love, I mean. Maybe I just want to be a good friend.
Different voices I kept on hearing
Slowly eating me up alive
Condescending thoughts scorn my soul
Tricked, trapped, outraged
The awakening of emotions engaged
I fell, I was torn, destroyed
Slowly, slowly, slowly
Circling my mind
Pain, torment, suffering
Unfaithful, enraged, broken
For in my thoughts dissipates
Insipid, plain, blank
I am now undefined
Enigmatic world
Cynical mind
Circling, circling, circling
The music, the essence, the delirium
I see no body fully…
Editorial - Why Write? by onewordatatime, literature
Literature
Editorial - Why Write?
Why Write?
People have been writing all sorts of different things for quite a long time now, and while the content of what they write is obviously quite important I'd like to discuss why they write these things. There are almost as many reasons to write, as there are things to write about. Some of them are good reasons; some of them are frivolous; and some of them are just outright bad. There are personal reasons to write, monetary ones, and sometimes people just write for the mere sake of writing. I'd like to focus on the good reasons to write, because its those reasons in particular that tend to lend themselves more to good writing.
Status: Kicked out of the house.
This is represented by equation such as this:
Home (h) is proportional ( = ) to the inverse (1/x) of the time I write (w).
So h = (1/w)
What this means it a hell of a lot more scribblings.
P.S. My horse for whoever can tell me how to disable those damn mathematical ruining smileys.
For the record consider everything I say or do to be prefaced with the little letters "IMHO".
One, just because IMHO makes me think of "I am a hoe" which never fails in bringing a smile to my face. Two because otherwise people are liable to think I actually know what I'm talking about. All we have is our perspectives, I don't understand why some people seem to forget that.
If I say something offensive, respect my right to say that, just as I respect your right to call me an asshole for it. You don't have to be polite, just acknowledge all we ever know is what we think we know. Mankind will be better off for your efforts. Or worse off.
Depe